Thursday, 5 January 2012

How low can you go?

Last night I noted that I would write a to-do list for today, well instead I found myself writing a list of things that I dislike in my current circumstances.

I can look these dislikes in the face and tick them off as I handle them.

I might just stare at the list; feel upset and overwhelmed, whilst thinking what a big mess my current situation is.

Well, you can guess from the next paragraph which thought process took over.

I have all the best intentions, and I am making every attempt to change my current circumstances, still some of these heavy doors will not open.  I have read so many times, ‘there is a light at the end of the tunnel,’ however that is no comfort to me as I have been walking through this tunnel for a mighty long time.

I am impatient at the moment not by nature but by circumstance, therefore I need a positive change right now.                                                                                                                    


  1. this is a familiar place or me too. It is a hard place to stay at. all i can say is, " it is not easy"

  2. Thank you Adisa for your comment. At times it is not easy, however today is a new day and I will keep it moving. I managed to tackle a few of my concerns which has put me in a much better frame of mind :)