Thursday, 12 April 2012

I am on a mission to find my friends, Confidence and Joy

I have not been blogging for a while as I did not feel I had anything to really blog about. The truth is, I was just trying to do everything  work, children's activities, maintain the home and in all of this, yet again forgot to do me! I had to come to a halt and really ask myself, "where are your old buddies girl Confidence and Joy?" The answer was unsatisfactory, as I just don't know. Among the chores, the children, the work and being single, I have seemed to misplace them. I have been going through the motions for such a long time I have formed bad habits, an example is, not putting me first, not spoiling myself and not loving me. I have been neglecting me and putting my likes to the side.

I miss my buddies, they would never of allowed things to get out of hand, they would of never of stood for a person named Fear becoming a companion of mine. That's why I am on a mission to find them, because I miss them and without them I am only half of the person I should be.

I feel that they are close by, as today on my quest to find them, I went to a place we use to hang out called (Gym), as I got to the door, Fear tried to convince me to go back to my car, but something inside me said
"honey if you walk in, your on the right path to finding your buddies" I pulled that door open and now I am embarking on a journey, I kept putting off.

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